6 Weeks

It's been 6 weeks since we lost our baby and I am still so, so very heartbroken and honestly, more than anything right now I am beyond angry again. Heartbroken and angry that our baby was taken away from us far too soon and angry that I feel like my life is in a total tailspin that I don't know how to stop. I'm having a horrible time at this and don't know how to move on or how to make things better. I am really *trying* to have hope and faith for our future and in Gods untold and ultimate plan for us, but in all honesty, I am struggling terribly and just need my life back.