So Ugh....

I am feeling SO horrible today and just want to go back to bed. I hate to complain because we are so very blessed to be expecting and I don't want to seem ungrateful or whiny, but I just feel SO awful - this morning sickness is truly kicking my booty, it SO much worse than my pregnancy with Hudson. I am SO anxious for my next appointment with my OB next week and I am starting to wonder if I am going to have a girl or if there might be more than one little bebe because of the fact that I have felt so bad these past several weeks. I have felt like I was going to hurl my head off since 6 am this morning! Just now after lunch, is the nausea FINALLY starting to subside. Between this and the fact that I am constantly exhausted and am on one wild emotional / hormonal roller coaster I completely do not feel like myself at all....but more like a cry over just about anything and everything alien type being has invaded my body and turned me into a blubbering idiot of sorts. Ugh....hopefully, things will get better soon...I don't have that much longer till I am in the second trimester so I am hoping that most of these lovely symptoms go away and I can get back to feeling a bit more like my normal self. I also know that hearing little baby B's heartbeat and *fingers crossed* getting to have a sonogram and see our little one next week will help me muster through these worst of days. I am so glad that we had a nice weekend though, were able to at least get our tree up and decorated and had a wonderful time with David's family yesterday to celebrate a late Thanksgiving. I will definitely post pics from Thanksgiving and the weekend later, but just had to have a quick vent to distract myself from wanting to vomit in the trashcan sitting beside my legs, lol!

Oh, and we did have one bad incident this weekend - Hudson must have had an overnight / 24 hour stomach bug and decided to wake up twice on Saturday night / Sunday morning and throw up all over me and then almost all over David! It was lovely, but the important thing is that he was back to normal yesterday and has been feeling fine ever since. Now David on the other hand, I just talked to him a few minutes ago and he's gotten some stomach thing going on now too! He sounded horrible....we are all just a bunch of sickos lately, huh?!?!